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    Tuesday, January 5, 2010

    Troubled,

    I'm really not in a good mood right now, I'm really afraid of what might happen during Wednesday. I don't want my moment of folly to ruin everything. I wouldn't know how to tell my parents, and face the stares of people in school.

    I hope that things will turn out fine for the five of us. I know all of us didn't mean to do what we did, and I hope we don't get punished for our mistakes.

    But I guess, I'll only know my fate on Wednesday.

    This really sucks ya know, I never wanted this to happen, I never had the intention to.

    Dear Daddy God, please see the five of us through this. I know that You'll never forsake me, and that You're always there for me. I know that Jesus carried my sins with Him on the cross, and that's how I know that everything will be okay. That You would never let any harm come to me. All I ask for the five of us to be able to find favour with the officials, and be spared from our wrongdoings. Amen.

    I guess not many people knows about this. It'll forever be a stain in my life, and I don't know how long it'll take for me to face up to this matter. It just hurts a lot everytime I think about this.

    Hey guys, we'll be fine alright? Nothing's gonna happen, everything's gonna be okay.

    Monday, January 4, 2010

    Tell me how it feels,

    Omg, I was just youtube-ing as usual. And I stumbled upon Evan Taubenfeld.

    And I've gotta admit, I find his music pretty darn awesome! I've never ever heard of him before, and he's not exactly verrrrry cute either. But seriously, I think his music is awesome XD

    Cheater of the Year


    Boy Meets Girl


    HEHEHEHEHEH, I really like 'Cheater of the Year'. I mean seriously, people who cheat on others should just drop dead like flies.

    OH WEEEEEEEEEEEEEELL.

    Guess what!

    Tomorrow is the second day of school and teachers want to check on our homework. But I didn't even do anything and the worst thing is, I don't care! Shucks, I'm so screwed man :/

    Sunday, January 3, 2010

    Resting in His finished work,

    Hahahahahahah.

    Ever wanted to find a certain book in the Bible but could never remember which comes next?
    HAPPENS TO ME ALL THE TIME.

    But in church today, they performed a song titled 'La Bible'. Super catchy tune! I'm hoping to be able to remember it so that it'd be much easier for me :DD



    Howeverrrrrrrrrrr, in Rockidz, they taught them a simpler version. I think it's this version if I'm not wrong.
    Need to get Izy & Eli to sing for me! XDD



    HEHEHEHEH XD

    Okay school starts tomorrow, am not excited!

    But Daddy God will empower me with wisdom and a understanding heart to pull through any obstacles that I may face successfully! :D

    This year is the year of R&R, Rest & Reign. We've to remember to rest in Daddy God's finished work, and when we rest, we will reign! Hallelujah.

    God makes me excited for school, yay :)

    And my sis is stepping into her secondary school life tomorrow! I pray to Daddy God that everything may go smoothly for her, and that You would lead her the right way and that she may prosper in all aspects whether it may be friends, studies, or finding favour with the teachers. Amen.

    Saturday, January 2, 2010

    New year, new resolutions,

    Have all of you decided on what are your resolutions this year?

    Most people might say, 'Study hard' or 'Get rid of bad habits' so on and so forth. But do you actually do it? IMHO, I think people practically set the same resolutions for themselves every single year. So I honestly didn't understand what resolutions were about.

    Then a thought suddenly struck my mind. I guess, resolutions aren't there for us to fufill, but there to guide us through the year. So yeah, I suppose they're sort of 'guidelines' in a sense.

    You may be asking, so what's my resolution this year?

    Well, I only have one resolution, and that is to keep Daddy God in my everyday life and to let Him lead the way.

    Yupp.

    So what about the rest of you? What are your resolutions? :)

    (Edited at 1:01am)

    Oh yah!

    And I also want to save up for my Israel trip and EJ camp at the end of the year (about $4200 in total excluding expenses kay!). Because I don't think my parents are intending to sponsor me!

    So this year, you'll see me spending a lot less!

    Also, I believe that Daddy God will supernaturally multiply my savings, so that I may go to Israel with the Almighties! AMEN TO THAT :D

    (/Edit)

    Thursday, December 31, 2009

    2009 at a glance,

    Note: Wordy post ahead. It's your choice whether you want to continue reading or not.

    Honestly, this year has been okay for me, but not great.

    Hahahahahahahah, I feel like typing everything out, but there's just so many things that have happened this year.

    - I've made new friends.
    - I've fostered a closer friendship with some people whom I previously knew but didn't talk to.
    - I've strengthen my friendship ties with some of my best friends, especially my primary school mates :D (5 years, 7 years, 9 years) BFFL w0rhzxc HAHAHAHAHA XDDD luvv you guys truckloads :DDD
    - I've curbed my nail-biting habit (HAHAHAHAHA, unnecessary info :P)
    - I've started attending church again, and I've to admit, that was the best decision I've made this year :D
    - Started attending DARE sessions & gotten to know A.pple!!!!!!!!!!!!

    But of course, with everything good that happens, something bad is bound to follow.

    - I've lost friends.
    - I've been betrayed by people (trust).
    - I've had consistent accumulation of bad results throughout the year (praise God I promoted!!!!!!!)
    - I've had many arguments with my family throughout the year.
    - And and and, I've suffered heartbreak (BUT THIS IS TOTALLY OVER ALREADY KAY :D)

    Yuppppppppp.
    There are still many minute details, of which I can't really be bothered to list out.
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    Okay actually, I've something to confess. And only you readers of my blog shall know kay! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH.
    (see, that's what the rest doesn't get to know 'cause they don't read my blog!)

    Neh ni neh ni poo poo XP

    Yupp actually, I've felt pretty left out this year. Even though during school time, I may seem very cheerful and happy in class. But I guess it's just because I didn't want people to see the vulnerable side of me.
    Sometimes, even when I'm in a big group, I still can feel so alone. It's like they treat me as if I'm not even there. And that I can just walk away even without them noticing. It's this kind of loneliness that engulfs and suffocates me. Nevertheless, I never want to let it show.
    I don't want pity.

    (HAHAHAHAHAH, you all don't have to try and act nice to me after reading this kay. I'm perfectly fine! :D)

    However, I really have to thank Daddy God for everything that has happened this year, both the good and the bad.

    Thank you my Father, my Abba, my Savior, my bestfriend :)

    P/S: CAN'T WAIT FOR NEW YEAR EVE PARTY AT SAMUEL TEO'S HOUSE!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEE :DDD

    P/S/S: Happy Birthday Wenxuan & Deborah.K! (31st Dec) Seeya babes at the party! :DD

    Tuesday, December 29, 2009

    Sherlock Holmes,

    Today, I headed to Vivo to catch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 with A.pple. Which, I was quite reluctant to because I didn't like the annoying squeaky voices of the chipmunks, but after Bryan's persuasion, I turned up anyway.

    THERE WAS SUCH A LONG QUEUE AT THE TICKETING COUNTER.

    And Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 was almost sold out! (You can't imagine how happy I was.)

    So we opted for Sherlock Holmes instead.

    BEST DECISION EVER MANNNNNNNN. IT WAS SUCH AN AWESOME MOVIE LOR!

    Basically, Sherlock Holmes sends Holmes and his stalwart partner Watson on their latest challenge. Revealing fighting skills as lethal as his legendary intellect, Holmes will battle as never before to bring down a new nemesis and unravel a deadly plot that could destroy the country.


    Robert Downey Jr. as Sherlock Holmes



    Jude Law as Dr. John Watson, Holmes's ally, a surgeon and a war veteran.



    Rachel McAdams as Irene Adler, a femme fatale from New Jersey who outwitted Holmes twice, earning his grudging respect.


    Personally, I think the show was awesome as it kept me on the edge of my seat throughout the whole movie. In my mind, I was also trying to predict what would happen next, so on and so forth. Plus, there were a lot of jokes by Robert Downey Jr. (Sherlock Holmes) so it's pretty funny.

    OH AND I THINK RACHEL McADAMS WAS REALLY PRETTY IN THE SHOW.
    (I've loved her since she started acting in Mean Girls)
    And she looks a lot better with dark-coloured hair rather than blond.





    For people who haven't caught Sherlock Holmes yet, what are you waiting for?! Go watch it now.

    HEHEHEHEH OKAY BYE :DDD

    Sunday, December 27, 2009

    Singapore Idol 2009

    Yuppp, the results are out!

    Sezairi Sezali is Singapore Idol season 3's winner :O



    Okay personally, I'm a fan of Sylvia Ratonel. And I've never once thought of supporting Sezairi at all.
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    So you can figured out how pissed I was when Sezairi won.

    DIDN'T YOU SEE SYLVIA CRYING ON THE SIDELINES?!?!?!?!? :(

    You heartless people, you should've voted for Sylvia!

    Damn right, I am one unhappy girl right now!!!!!!!!!!!

    HMPH.




    Sylvia Ratonel ftw!


    HAHAHAH, okay I need to shut up XD But I think that Sylvia always looks rather good! :D

    But how about all of you out there? Who do you support? Do you think Sezairi deserved to win, or should Sylvia have won?

    Let me know! Tag or comment! :D